dilemma...
i am pissed. i should have completed my requirements even vefore i signed up for work. now, im having a hard time figuring out how to go to a place and get something.i am not that independent and i know i should be because i wouldnt survive long enough in this world if am not.
i am having problems in going to places which i haven't been before or places which are too crowded and is known for "evil forces". i am asked to get an NBI clearance because it is a part of the company policy that every employee should have one.My problem with it is that new applicants have to go to Sta.Cruz to apply for a clearance.Ang layo nun sobra!Ang gulo pa kasi nga nasa gilid ng Quiapo.haay buhay nga naman!bakit di ko kasi kinulit si Mike nun na kunin na namin.
I can ask my friends to go with me but it would too much of a trouble for them, simply because all of them have work or more important responsibilities to attend to.I tried asking JM this morning to go with me but i forgot that he is in Puerto Galera and there's no chance he could go with me.Last resort would be asking him, in which i really dont want to if i can prevent it. Simply because i feel like if i do i'd be giving him false hopes in which i am not.Second it would not be morally right for me.It would be very unfair for Mike. Things I considered him because i know he would really make time to accompany me.In fairness to him, he really was there when i needed someone to pick me up at a place or go with me for errands.but then again i should not.i know i shouldn't....just a thought....
I can go alone but the probability of me getiing mugged is a good 70% yeas and 30% no.mukha pa naman din akong tatanga-tanga! plus, i've been around that place (with armi ofcourse) and i've seen a couple of people,like those lurking infront DFA, ready to approach and "harass" applicants in to buying their items and "assist" them with their application. medyo nakakatulong naman sila ang kaso kadalasan nakakapikon na kasi sobrang pakialamero as if sobrang tanga mo sa balak mong gawin.....haay naku....
just sharing my moments dilemma......
i am having problems in going to places which i haven't been before or places which are too crowded and is known for "evil forces". i am asked to get an NBI clearance because it is a part of the company policy that every employee should have one.My problem with it is that new applicants have to go to Sta.Cruz to apply for a clearance.Ang layo nun sobra!Ang gulo pa kasi nga nasa gilid ng Quiapo.haay buhay nga naman!bakit di ko kasi kinulit si Mike nun na kunin na namin.
I can ask my friends to go with me but it would too much of a trouble for them, simply because all of them have work or more important responsibilities to attend to.I tried asking JM this morning to go with me but i forgot that he is in Puerto Galera and there's no chance he could go with me.Last resort would be asking him, in which i really dont want to if i can prevent it. Simply because i feel like if i do i'd be giving him false hopes in which i am not.Second it would not be morally right for me.It would be very unfair for Mike. Things I considered him because i know he would really make time to accompany me.In fairness to him, he really was there when i needed someone to pick me up at a place or go with me for errands.but then again i should not.i know i shouldn't....just a thought....
I can go alone but the probability of me getiing mugged is a good 70% yeas and 30% no.mukha pa naman din akong tatanga-tanga! plus, i've been around that place (with armi ofcourse) and i've seen a couple of people,like those lurking infront DFA, ready to approach and "harass" applicants in to buying their items and "assist" them with their application. medyo nakakatulong naman sila ang kaso kadalasan nakakapikon na kasi sobrang pakialamero as if sobrang tanga mo sa balak mong gawin.....haay naku....
just sharing my moments dilemma......
posted by ronskie at 3:45 PM
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