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a few more days and you'd be flying off to live your dreams. i am happy for you, really i am. a part of me just can't bear to be away from you. it was really hard thinking about it much more dealing with it. but i know i am stronger than this and you wouldn't want to see me like this. heck! i don't even wanna be seen crying, not by anyone else, especially not by you. i thought i was prepared for this, but i guess i'm not. my life seems to be slowing down its pace. i'll miss everything about you. i'll be counting the days till i see you home...i hope you won't take long...