drained...

feelin drained at the moment.had so many things i want to buy for myself but i don't have the resources to get them.i have spent my whole salary on bills.no, i'm not complaining. i just felt drained, that's all. you paid a lot but still it isn't enough to pay for everything.it's just disturbing.ang hirap ng ganito...plus, add the feeling that you don't look good.haay...sad