pixie forest

i am a hopeless romantic living in my own fairytale, day dreaming the whole day about fanatasies that can never ever be real. i have always dreamt of unicorns with wings and rainbows and fairies and castles and my one true night who'd make my "ever after" happy.whimsical fantasies have been my escape from reality when it has turned sour and bitter and cruel at me.It had been my fortress against pain and rejection. And now when I know that I have to wake up from this dream, I can't find my way out. No magical door or hole opened up for me to get out and face reality. I have always ran to it and now it's eating me, Crushing me into pieces. Maybe when all that's left of me are pieces the size of fairy dust...maybe only then would the north wind blow me back to reality...