scared..anxious...excited?

I have not been too vocal about my flight to anyone except my family. I have also not shown too much excitement about it nor make a big fuss of it. Practically because, Im so scared of flying. Things might happen on that 4 hour flight. I am praying for the best that i arrive in one piece, alive and kicking on my destination and get back home the same way. tomorrow night would be my flight to visit my boyfriend. it would also be my first out of the country flight and my very first time to ride a plane. firsts are always scary so i think by now you understand my point. i would be blogging soon about this firsts but for now, please join me in praying that everything would go well and that i arrive and come back home alive.

Pressured...
I forgot that I have to add pressured...I am pressurred to looking for a job in greener pastures. as this point, i believe my skills are not worth applying or having that position. i do know that life is hard and i really do have to do this... i will, in God's time... but as of the moment, i believe its not yet my time. not now... hopefully next year or the next year that would follow it. God will provide, if only we would ask. He would grant if you deserve it... Please..no pressures... sana nababasa din nila to..haaayyy