low....

no matter how hard you try to convinvce yourself to prepare for something,you always get hurt when that thing you expect happened.Ive always been pessimistic rather than optimistic.it helps you control your emotions.it cushions you from being emotionally battered.no matter how hard you've tried mastering that craft,it still couldn't help you from facing the fact that it really did happen.

how i wish there would really be a POV gun(from Hitch hiker) available so i'd be able to adapt someone else's point of view especially when i am sad...but hey,i'm only human....can i be marvin just for one day.deppression seems to be so natural to him...

bakit nga ba ako malungkot?

bakit may mga emotions na di mo ma-control mag-arise sau?
bakit wala namang rason,nararamdaman mo?
bakit pag sinubukan mo ng hanapan ng sagot,hindi mo mahagilap sa utak mo?
bakit nagiging alipin ka ng isang damdamin na hindi mo lubos mawari kung saan,paano at kailan naganap?

mahirap humanap ng sagot o solusyon sa isang bagay na hindi mo naman alam kung ano.

kung sana lang alam ko...