Friday, March 23, 2007

Fears

There are certain things I fear about. Some may have sense but most of them are just plain ludicrous. They say that to survive in this world one must face hi/her own fears. Well, goodluck na lang sakin dba.

1. DRIVING
Eversine I was 9, I have always wanted to drive my own car. At that age I have tried driving our owner with the guidance of my tito. Things happened as years passed by and the thought of having my own car was close to impossible. Luckily, heaven allowed my wish and I have recently acquired my very first car. I was not that excited as I thought I would be. It all daunt on me that it really was fun being a passenger rather than a driver. Too much responsibilty in your hands if your drivng the car. I am afraid to speed up fearing that I might hit someone and worst kill one. But then again, this is what I have wanted ever since. I won't be able to get anywhere if I would not face that fear. Sayang din yung car.hehe.

2. AIRPLANES
I have not been on a plane or inside the airport whether Domestic or International. I fear that it might crash somewhere ending my life and my dreams with it. Haay...takot tlga.

3. LIVING ABROAD
I have always been a sheltered brat. I have the comforts of having someone to wash my clothes, cook my food, clean my room, wash my dishes. No one would do that for me if ever I would be given the chance to work abroad. Besides, I would miss my mom and my brothers and my firends and my family and my car(hehe) if I go away. But then again, having to work there would benefit my family a lot financially. Iyakin pa namn din ako at mablis ma-homesick..waaaaahhhh

4. APPLYING FOR A NEW JOB
I am scared of interviews. Much more lazy to go to one. Interviews are intimadting. You are asked the same old questions and yet some may like you and some may not. Ang gulo.nakakainis. Hassle magpunta sa mga interview. You would dressed up nicely, travel for an hour or two to be at the office, get interview for less than 30 minutes and that's it. Really need to learn to drive para hindi na hassle ang travelling. :(